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[jawnbc]

Today is a day to focus on tangibles. So I've a to-do list and am 20% through it, in terms of total workload (rather than # of tasks). Which is a good reminder:

Trying to feel different to do things differently doesn't work for me. I have to do things differently in order to feel differently.

In this case "different" means a lack of anxiety, resentment, and fear. Detach detach detach detach detach detach detach ....

Thanks to those who offered kind words to my lame-arsed demi-rant of hier soir. I rarely vent because I rarely need to. And it's served its purpose so I deleted the entry.

Comments

[garpu.livejournal.com]

Hm, I agree. And with the added qualifier that those who say, "well quit feeling like X" need a backhand across the face.

[stoplabelingme.livejournal.com]

I like how happy and smiley the icon you used for your next post was. How absolutely Irish.


::SQUALLRANTHATEBITCH, doorbell rings:: Hello, dear! Nice of you to stop by!

[beverly-sutphin.livejournal.com]

*lurv*

[jawnbc]

Je te lurv aussi-là

[enhydrasf.livejournal.com]

do you still want a Joost (venice project) invite?

[jawnbc]

ooh yes please! jawnbc@livejournal.com if you no longer have my gmail account

How's Kev doing?

[enhydrasf.livejournal.com]

well fuck...i just clicked on the invite button, and it said I didn't have any invite tokens...damn I feel foolish now. As soon as they give me one, you will be the first to get one.

sorry, John :(

[enhydrasf.livejournal.com]

and kev is doing better each day. it's me that has the problems now.

[jawnbc]

:( anything I can do to help (900kms away)?

[don't worry about the invite, not a big deal]

[enhydrasf.livejournal.com]

not really, but thanks.
it's going to take a lot of work on my part. A lot.