tired

Aug. 29th, 2020 11:28 am
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Here in Tamaki Makaurau we are wrapping up a two week return to level 3 lockdown. That's meant remote working, only essential businesses open to the public, and click and collect shops and restaurants. It seems to have been working, but the cluster of community transmission that emerged is now over 100 persons. We're getting cases in the single digits only, but I would be happier if we were in the 1-2 cases per day for at least a week. Our return to level 2 on Monday means working remotely recommended rather than required and schools (including universities) can re-open if they wish. Mine will bring students back to campus on 21 September, which is after our mid-semester break. 
As I did the last time we went from level 3 to level 2, I am struggling today. I don't want to *do* anything in particular. I have, in fact, liked being housebound--I am a gregarious introvert, who loves to interact so long as he can control time and intensity. My instinct is to watch TV and eat crisps.
But first it's Saturday so it's bacon rolls day chez nous. After that, crisps. 
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I woke up around 05h30. Correction: I roused myself to check the time (and it was 05h30) after several fitful moments trying to fall back asleep. I'm usually a coma sleeper, so dunno what that was about.
Got up around 630, Himself had run a bath so I slid in and abluted. Out the door at 07h and at work 17 minutes later. Had a ž00M meeting at 08h. Then head down getting stuff done until around 2pm. At that point my finance person wanted some time...I should've pretended I was busy. Tired Jawn, budgets, and a person who like to talk for their ideas to emerge was a dangerous mélange. But no one was smoked.
Also, today is a fasting day.
So am now home snuggled on the chesterfield before a metric ton of salad for dinner with my beloved (who is not fasting). Working from home tomorrow too.  
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So yesterday I finished my last suite of lessons in the Duolingo Irish course. The technical term for my achievement is a shit tonne: I have completed a shit tonne of lessons.  Every module has five levels; each level has several--often numerous--lessons. Jaysus Mary and Joseph it was a grind at times. But for someone looking for a self-directed way to being learning a language, Duolingo is a good tool. 

Why Irish
Many people have asked me why I decided to (once again) try to learn Irish. The first reason was happenstance: Himself came home after visiting his (English) father in Ireland, replete with some Irish language learning materials. Then he discovered there was a Duolingo course and off he went. I followed a few months later. 
But I had other reasons too. Irish is my ancestral language: my paternal Nana was a bilingual school teacher in Free State era Galway. But like many who emigrated, she gave none of her (eight) children the language. Perhaps my favourite moment of the Duolingo journey was coming across dún an doras in a lesson--Nana used to say that fairly frequently. It means shut the door. Learning Irish makes me feel a bit closer to Nana, who was just a fucking awesome person.
Finally, the way the Crown™ industrialized the suppression of the language makes me keen to try and help re-assert the language. This is decolonization: the process of unravelling the legacies of 8 centuries of occupation. Most of the arguments against Irish in Ireland are directly from the occupation and oppression toolkit: not practical, uncouth, savage. Well then, savage me the fuck up. 
As a bonus, Irish is a beautiful language: it's sounds gorgeous when spoken or sung. There's a reason an Irish accident gets people laid. 

Some things worth noting
Duolingo has been the main strategy in my self-regulated Irish language study, but it's not the only one. Duolingo uses gamification, which is especially important in the free version: you need to achieve a certain level of success/accuracy to have access to more than a couple of lessons at a time. This isn't a terrible incentivation, but there's a better solution: pay the USD60 (or so) for a one year paid Plus subscription. You can then determine your own pace for progressing through the lessons--even if you find some topics (verbal nouns are evil) particularly vexing. 
Another important tip: try to do most of your work using a computer and its browser: in addition to the lessons, there are 'tip' - which are really more fleshed out and complete lesson and study guides. I only use the app now when I'm on a long overseas flight (Plus members can download their entire course onto their tablet/phone and then it synchronizes when you're next online). 

What's next
In addition to Duolingo I have acquired a range of printed materials, though I haven't made much progress through any of them--and that's OK. I've also participated in a series of massive open online courses (MOOCs) on Irish delivered through FutureLearn and Dublin City University. The MOOCs haven't exactly elevated my language competencies very much, but they use a different approach compared to Duolingo. And they've had some interesting cultural pieces to flesh out some of the why bits of Irish. 
Our pre-Covid19 plans had been to travel to Ireland in Irish summer 2021 and do an immersion course. We'll have to see what's happening in terms of international travel at that time. But from my Québec immersion experiences of years gone by, being immersed in a language wires the brain much more quickly and deeply than studying books and recordings. 

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8 weeks of working remotely (and lots of lots of overtime), online groceries, queuing for social distance, not seeing friends, cooking every meal, no café cawfees. It's great that Himself and I are still getting along really well (him in the office; me at the dining table). But I'm glad we've moved on from most of the restrictions and that Aotearoa has largely eliminated #covid19. 
Economy is a shambles, but that's like everywhere. But we can now rapidly boot up all except inbound tourism and anything that involves 100 or more people in an event. On the weekend we had friends over for dinner and I had brunch with a bestie.
Won't see family for perhaps another year, however--although if I had to go I could do so (it would require a 14 day quarantine when I come home to Auckland).
We're lucky here with our kween Prime Minister Jacinda Ardern. Messaging was unambiguous, inclusive and created a team of 5 million.  
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 HMMoG we're already half way through January? Jaysus...

I've been back at work since the 3rd and back in the office since the 6th. Most folks in Aotearoa tend to book off from a few days before Christmas until closer to the end of January. I find this time of year really great, work-wise: 90% of meetings don't happen so it's time I can structure as I wish. I also get to wear sandals most days. Also, just as the last stragglers drift back in to the office the last week of January, I bugger off for that week. 

My reasons for coming back so early aren't entirely altruistic. Every spring I submit to a conference in Spain for March. If my proposal(s) are accepted, I have to confirm all the arrangements the first week of January.
This year both my submissions were accepted so that first week back at work involved:
  1. Getting quotes for and booking flights for Valencia
  2. Registering for conference
  3. Booking hotel for conference
  4. Writing two papers for conference
Of these, #1 also required picking a second destination: travelling to/from Europe in a week--in economy class--is mental. Also I go to this conference most years so I've done all the sightseeing in Valencia. Both All the things. 

After considering a few options, I'll be flying home from Brussels, a city I've loved since I was 18, which is...37 fucking years ago...Christ. I had to pick somewhere where the overall airlines ticket costs were neutral. I also wanted somewhere available via a direct flight from Valencia (and there's now a daily flight to BRU), and not involving shitty budget carriers and their nonsense. Aside from its own appeal, Brussels will allow to do something I've wanted to do for years: the Eurostar over to London. So it'll be Saturday lunch in London with some Eurovision mates!  First time through the Chunnel™ too!

I'm also trying to get into work earlier most days so I can enjoy a few hours on the back deck in the summer sun. A life unlucky.
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 It is December. I fucking love Christmas. That is all. 

Home

Nov. 13th, 2019 07:22 pm
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 I arrived this afternoon from Europe. The trip was great, though my plans to visit Kraków (and Auschwitz) were banjanxed by an Lufthansa strike. Three more days in Dublin isn't a terrible thing.  But I would've been quite happy to have come home a couple of days earlier.
The flights back were a combination of Turkish and Singapore Airlines. Shall I review? I shall:
Dublin-Istanbul: Turkish operates an actual business class on many flights between European cities and their Istanbul hub. So I had a big recliner, was served a hot two course plated meal, and it was nice. 
Istanbul Airport: Turkish operates out of the brand new Istanbul airport and sweet Jaysus honey on the rock it's fucking huge. After landing I timed it and we were taxing for 19 minutes! But Turkish Airlines are either cheap or shortsighted Turkish: a flight landing after midnight local time is parked at a remote stand and we're bused to a brand new fucking terminal with dozens of empty gates. Fuckers. Also...having a huge terminal is fine, but you need to have some people movers on the main terminal level. I had to get to my get around 2km walking distance, at almost 01h, and arrived at my gate a sweaty mess for the upcoming long haul segment. Speaking of which..
Istanbul-Singapore: cheap fucking bastards with a remote stand again! So much for priority boarding: instead it was like the Port Authority on St Patrick's Day.  After a whore's bath in the airplane's loo, I settled for a quick dinner, a restful 6 hours of medicated sleep, and a brisk Turkish cafe for "breakfast" at 16h local time in Singapore.  Great crew, good food, good seat--but beware, Turkish still uses 2-3-2 configuration in business class and the folks who got stuck in the middle seats were not happy!
Singapore Airport: Istanbul might have one massive terminal, but SIN remains the best in the world. Efficient deplaning. Shops galore. Anything you desire on hand: a pool, a hotel, several lounges, shopping for things. The Silver Krys Lounge is getting very tired (especially the 'loo), but the food was good, there's lots of space, and I managed to score the last unoccupied shower. Though I only snacked and rehydrated.
Singapore-Auckland: SQ has a Book the Cook service for business class, and I booked my dinner (ribeye) and breakfast (waffle) in advance. When I boarded I explained I wanted a quick main-online dinner, then to get some sleep. That's what they sorted for me. When I had breakfast, I asked only for an espresso "shall I bring you a double espresso, Mr Egan?" SHALL I MARRY YOU SINGAPORE WOMAN????? This was on the older A380, but it's still one of the best seats and best beds in the sky. 

Lewis Capaldi's Someone You Loved has become a global hit, including #1 in the States. He's not a pop star, he's just a bloody great songwriter and singer.  The preview video for the US market makes no sense to me at all. But this one, which we can call the Commonwealth version, kills me. Every time. 


Here's the American version:


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 [personal profile] jawnbc is aim dom. Tá mé i mBaile Átha Cliath. Conas áta tú?

Am in Dublin at the moment, dirty ole gal that she is. It's cold. It's wet. I'm loving it. 

Go math? What's the craic?

Sofia

Oct. 29th, 2019 01:32 pm
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 Having largely recovered from jetlag (ask me in 4 hours, lolz) I set off to explore Sofia. There is a 3 day transit pass available, but only from Metro stations. It only marginally saves compared to a one day pass and the one day pass can be bought in your browser with an overseas credit card. I bought my pass, booted up Google Maps on my phone, and set off. 

 

I was travelling towards Aleksandar Nevsky Cathedral, and Google Maps encouraged me to take bus 16 or 35 from my nearby stop. Except there wasn’t either bus listed on the stop’s signage. Many buses came by, none of them were 16 or 35. Google Maps continued to advice ETA for the invisible buses. I eventually found a hard-to-read transit map of Sofia, and turned my life over to Sofia Transit (as I understood Sofia Transit), which we will call bus 5. 

 

Bus 5 sort of got me close the cathedral and I managed on foot from there. My next destination was Vitosha Boulevard, one of those archetypal pedestrian-only European strolls. Google Maps’ “direct” navigation took me “there”, including walking almost a kilometre on Vitosha itself—the less interesting side of it, alas. 

 

Navigating back was equally interesting. I found a bus stop for the 1 and 5 buses. Got on the 1 and turned away from my preferred destination: hop off, wander a kilometre up the road upon which my hotel is located, and eventually found a bus back. 

 

Living my best life—all while fasting!  

 

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Today is election day in Canada. If you can vote, please vote. I've already done so via postal vote. And I voted for this fella:

What an actual progressive Canadian political leader looks like

In other news, a massive re-org will be announced at work on Wednesday. Staff directly impacted have been notified: I've dodged a bullet but some in my team are not so lucky. Maddening and gutting.

Finished my kete 3 in my te reo Māori course. Submitted my last assignment in my last course for my masters. Next year is thesis time.
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We have a very moist winter here in Tāmaki makaurau. Not Vancouver moist, but moist. Our property has very clay soil so we are surrounded by wet sponge-like soil in winter, which dries into cement in the summer. Unless you copious water said soil every day in summer.
Fuck that. For environmental and fiscal reasons. Though we do recycle my bathwater every day in the summer months, to water the garden and fruit trees. The front grass we let wither.
Usually by the beginning of October we are regularly topping out around 20-22C each day. We've only hit 20 a couple of times since April. But we are in the season when it feels cool in the morning, steamy in the afternoon, and...perfect in the evening. We're also back on Daylight Savings Time, so the evening are actual evening again. I haven't spent the entire weekend in the garden yet this season: school work and work work have precluded that. But I have been getting bits done and I do feed the citrus trees once a week. Which they love. We got our usual bounty of oranges (today I'll removed the last of the harvest), a few lemons and a handful of limes. The lime tree is a newbie, so any limes were a bonus. Also limes in Aotearoa are vilely expensive.
But I digress.
This week I finished my final assignment for the coursework component of my Masters degree. I only have to give a wee presentation and I'm done.  The last assignment is my research proposal for next year's thesis dissertation, so I'm in good stead. But because of workload issues I want to try and crank out the dissertation in the first half of next year. That requires getting ethics approval for my research before the end of November (Aotearoa is pretty much closed from 15 December-31 January, which is awesome unless you need to get shit done). Hence my getting the last assignment done over a month early. I'll pitch it to a purported supervisor for next year and hopefully get the ethics application in shortly.  I'm excited about the proposed project!
We also have a "restructure" hanging over our heads at work, though indications are that will be clarified in a fortnight or so--just as I leave for Europe for holidays and work. So I'm tidying my calendar up to potentially triage team members through that. Not a fun part of leadership. 
Stew for dinner tonight, followed by a very late rugby game on telly. COYBIG.
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 Je n'ai jamais voté pour Justin. Je ne voterai jamais pour Justin. J'uis un propre socialiste. 

In other news, I have submitted the penultimate (for ever, I pray) assignment for my programme. Next year is dissertation time. I am a really great learner and a terrible, terrible student. And a petulant one at that!

Rugby World Cup starts tonight--yay! Will start watching tomorrow with the All Blacks versus Bokke. Then Ireland starts on Sunday night (all times in Aotearoa). I will be travelling for work as it all wraps up: will be in Sofia for the semi-finals and I arrive in Dublin the night before the grand final. Which will go off if Ireland finally gets past the quarter finals!  

Canada's there too. Participation medal. Bless.  So I'll have two each of the Irish and Kiwi jerseys since I might need 'em!  

calîsse

Sep. 2nd, 2019 03:28 pm
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Nouméa est trop cher. C'est tout. 
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We are off to Nouméa on Saturday. Back when I arrived in Sydney for my 8 months 3 year residency I'd targeted New Caledonia for a weekend away at some point. A few things derailed this: super cheap flights to Perth and Adelaide, then meeting Himself, getting a proper job. You know, stuff. So Nouméa never happened. 
Several months ago Himself suggested to consider going there. And we found a great deal. So we've got a week in a studio apartment on the beach, all only a 2.5 hour flight away. It won't be blistering (perhaps the low 20s) but very humid. And also very French--I'm looking forward to tutoyant le fuck out of the locals. 
Proper croissants. Reading. Sleeping. Walking. Snorkelling. Moar croissants. 
Try and stop me. 
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Late in 2018 the university announced a new Masters in Higher Education (unfortunate abbreviation: HIGHED, dude). Including a two-year part-time option. Part of my job involves doing higher education research anyway: a bit of drilling down into the programme requirements and I thought "myself, you might well be able to harmonize your workload with the programme requirements" so I applied. Oh, also: the programme is literally free for me--I get 100% of the tuition and fees paid by the university. Free is almost as good as getting paid, eh? So I enrolled.
We just finished our first semester. Awesome cohort of fellow students. Terribly poor course organization. Maddening at times assessment processes. Lovely people teaching the course, but...oy.  On balance it's been a good experience, but it could be an awesome experience.
My final assignment was submitted a week ago, so we're off until the end of July now. Next semester's class is research methods and I'm looking much more forward to that one. Then next year I write a wee thesis (called a "dissertation") over the two semesters.
Then I'll be have M HIGHED. Like, dude, whoa. Am totally baked.
Also, Himself is making something with pulses for our dinner tonight. This pleases me. 
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Dans  un grand Boeing, bleu de mer.

Have been in Soviet Canuckistant™ since last Friday. The annual "Learneds" Congress of the Humanities and Social Sciences meeting is at UBC all week. I gave three papers at three different societies:
  • Adult Education
  • Higher Education
  • Sexuality Studies
Which, combined with jet lag, was fairly shattering. But also awesome. We have a few days of holidays before we fly home on Sunday. The adult education folks are having another shindig at UBC this time next year, so we'll be back! 
As is often the case, Vancouver has given us both June (warm and sunny) and January (cool and moist) days.
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 COYGIR (Come on you Girl in red!)  


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It's been a rough week. But in a paltry sense compared to the folks in Christchurch.
I was overseas last week; after a night of restless sleep, I awoke to a PM from Himself "Have you seen the news?" I hadn't. When he said "mosque shootings in Christchurch, 40 dead"...no words. 
Thank gawd for VPNs. I was able to get the live stream of TVNZ. Every country has its iconic broadcasters, and two of our best--Hilary Barry and John Campbell--were at the core of the TVNZ coverage. Both manage to be entirely professional and entirely empathetic at the same time.
Later than night, I tuned into Radio New Zealand for what was the Saturday morning broadcast. RNZ had brilliantly brought in the "weekday" team of broadcasters for both Saturday and Sunday mornings.  In the months between accepting my role here in NZ--whilst waiting for my visa to be processed--I started following a bunch of podcasts from RNZ. By far the most helpful, in terms of getting a sense of the Kiwi psyche--was Nine to Noon, hosted by Kathryn Ryan. Just hearing her voice for 3 hours was incredibly reassuring and made me feel a bit more connected. But when she began to lose the ability to keep it together in the last 15 minutes of the show, I couldn't either. Which was a very good thing for me.
My flight home was Sunday night (Monday morning NZ time) and the journey was around 30 hours (I like long connections where I can grab a shower). To be honest, I was looking forward to a couple of nights of knock-out sleep (yay zopiclone!) on the two red-eye flights. I arrived home feeling about as decent as one can after 30 hours in the back of the (air)bus. 
I could write thousands of words about this week. About racism and Islamophobia. About white supremacy. I might eventually. Following the coverage from overseas initially, it was rather bizarre for NZ to lead all the news shows on BBC World, Al-Jazeera, DW, CNN, France Télé, France 24, Euronews. But the solidarity from around the world has been awesome.
And then there's Jacinda Ardern, our Prime Minister. Full disclosure: I am a paid-up member of the NZ Labour Party. I'm also a trade unionist. When Jacinda (NZ is a first name country) was successful in negotiating a coalition government despite finishing second at the election, I was thrilled. As a social democrat--despite having lived in Canada and Australia (and the US), this was the first time ever my team had ever won a national election. I'm 55 years old and have been voting since I was 18. That's a lot of elections. Never miss them. Mom would come down from heaven and beat me with a wooden spoon if I ever did. So I was pleased with our PM before any of this happened.
But after this week, I am so deeply, profoundly grateful for Jacinda's leadership. Strong, assertive, unambiguous. Kind, healing, supportive. Decisive. Eloquent. A week ago I was despairing for New Zealand and our lost innocence. I'm not now. I'm still sad--and angry--but hopeful. 
In the next few weeks, as the shock wears off a bit, there are political decisions to be made and difficult conversations to be had. We will ban the weapons (easier to do in an island nation), but we can't delude ourselves: the assailant might have been an Aussie, but everything he needed to plan and commit this terrorist attack was available in NZ. We need to sort things.
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Himself went over to Ireland to visit his Dad several months ago. My father-in-law moved to Ireland shortly after his wife died...around 12 years ago. He's got a nice little setup there and, aside from the odd cultural blunder that only a cashed up English person can commit in Ireland, he's been well sorted.  
Last year Himself had a DNA test and discovered--to everyone's surprise--that's he's mostly of Irish stock. Suffice to say my family are thrilled ("We KNEW there was a reason we liked him!"). Himself has been researching his ancestry and now knows most of his Irish genes are from Donegal. So in addition to visiting his Dad in Wexford, this most recent trip inlcluded a motorcycle hire and a trip down the west coast of Ireland.
Max came home with some Irish language learning materials and was well into Duolingo's Irish modules before coming home.
We hadn't really discussed us both learning Irish. I've tried twice before: once using Plimseur's (pretty good; pretty basic) and once in an adult ed course at Sydney Uni (charming fella from Connemara, but an eejit of a teacher). Why not, you say?
Except...I'd already committed to start a course in te rēo Māori in March of this year. This is offered through Wānanga o Aotearoa, our national Māori tertiary institution. All NZ residents and citizens can study there for FREE. And we're doing it as a cohort through work. I collaborate with a number of Māori colleagues so it only seems right that I try to decolonize myself by learning the reo. Though after Himself arrived with a bevy of as gaelige booty, it occurred to me that as a member of the Irish diaspora I could do with some decolonization myself. 
But I couldn't possible do both...or could I?
So I will soon be officially doing what many European 8 years do: studying two languages concurrently. And as an educational researcher I am going to research myself through the process...here, in this blog. 
*deep breath*
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Every two years there is a global e-learning conference. In 2017 it was in Toronto; this year it will be in Dublin in early November. I had aspirations for the Toronto event, but a colleague--who is from Ontario--went instead. She had nothing but positive things to say about it. So I'm keen for this year. 
Except...my travel budget will have flatlined come November. I'm not moaning: I'm traveling to Valencia and Prague in March, and will be in Vancouver in June. These are awesome opportunities. But...but...but...
Then I remembered that I have a fair amount of Airports accumulated. More than enough, in fact, to get to Europe in business class. So I started using the new Air New Zealand Star Alliance reward booking engine. It's better than what was there before because...it's there? I mean, I can actually see some availability. Problem is, it doesn't show all availability. How do I know that? Because I still have an active Air Canada account--that shows me everything!
The return flights ex Dublin were easy to sort. I found a great combination of Turkish Air and Singapore. So I'll get to see the new Istanbul Airport and my last overnight flight will be in the upper deck of Singapore's business class. Schweeet!  Booked a hotel for the long weekend that won't be covered by the conference. Sor.Ted.
Then I had to figure where to go before Dublin. the week before the conference includes our Labour Day: might as well try to take advantage of that, eh? I looked at:
  1. Kyiv: hotel options were OK, but flight schedules were terrible. Like 50 hours+ from Auckland to Kyiv. Fuck that. 
  2. Minsk: limited international standard hotel options and only slightly better flight options. Fuck that too (or two).
  3. Moscow: flight options again. Fuck that three.
  4. Chisinau: no flights. 
  5. Krakow: decent flight schedules and hotel options. Short list!
  6. Sofia: decent flight schedules and hotel options. Short list!
  7. Paris: decent flight schedules and hotel options. Short list!
  8. Budapest: decent flight schedules and hotel options. Short list!
I've not been in Paris for well over a decade; I've been to Budapest more recently, but it's my default happy place in Europe.  The other consideration is getting from whichever city I choose to Dublin on 01 November. Paris was surprisingly expensive (won't even consider Ryan or other such carriers, with my heavy kiwi checked bag. Krakow also proved difficult. 
That left Sofia and Budapest. All things being equal I try to visit somewhere new. Flights were a bit better to Sofia and the flight to Dublin (via BA) was about the same. Scoring a 4 star international standard hotel sealed the deal. Why does the hotel matter? Because my experience as a queer person travelling--especially one with data files about homosex and HIV--means avoiding mom and pop run places where my "lifestyle" might be an issue.
I arrive on Sunday evening and leave after lunch on Friday. So 4 full days to see Sofia and perhaps something nearby. The flights there are a combination of Air China and Austrian. I've flown both before and Air China's newer planes are supposed to be better (it's a 787). Austrian business class is just ace. The flight from China to Austria is a daylight flight, so I can enjoy all the Viennese coffees I want! Genau! Tolle!

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