Lady Liberty Lesbian?
Oct. 29th, 2005 10:35 amIt was grade 6, it was '76, the year of the US bicentennial. I was in the midst of a transition from "nerdy super-student" to "stoner bad boy". Yeah, 12 is rather hideously early to begin nurturing substance misuse issues, but 'twas my birthright.
All kidding aside, it was the beginning of a really tough period in my life. I was increasingly cynical about school (which had been my saving grace until then), the 'hey faggot' namecalling was escalating--and resonating in a way it hadn't previously, and my heart was hardening to my Da's particular brand of homophobia: baby's first resentment.
I came out of that dark period in 1990--almost 15 years later.
All kidding aside, it was the beginning of a really tough period in my life. I was increasingly cynical about school (which had been my saving grace until then), the 'hey faggot' namecalling was escalating--and resonating in a way it hadn't previously, and my heart was hardening to my Da's particular brand of homophobia: baby's first resentment.
I came out of that dark period in 1990--almost 15 years later.

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Date: 2005-10-29 07:33 pm (UTC)or at least her hair....no subject
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Date: 2005-10-30 12:07 am (UTC)how are you sexy man?
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Date: 2005-10-30 12:09 am (UTC)A year later I was the height I am now (1,67m), and starting to shave.
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Date: 2005-10-30 12:10 am (UTC)Be ready for the scary pics...coming soon!
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Date: 2005-10-30 12:10 am (UTC)All the while one is thinking, "oh god this is sucking a lot. I hate school, I hate life and this asshole wants me to smile."
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Date: 2005-10-30 12:12 am (UTC)I'll keep an eye out for you on MSN or queerdar.
*slurp*
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Date: 2005-10-30 12:16 am (UTC)Im on msn now if ya wanna chat......: )